I find it sad that I have thoughts of past times and then I think, "Was that before or after I got sick?" It's just been hard not having the same stamina. I have learned a great deal about sitting and admiring the beauty in the world.

The wonder of the cosmos is helping me through these troubling times in my life. I'd say things have improved. But I also say I'm not 100% back. In the mean time however, I have to pretend I am. And so far it hasn't been that hard to fake with company.

It reminds me just how many people have to put up with things no one else would know about. They have to live with hardships that are beneath the surface. It makes me wish I could do something for them for everyone that has to deal with anything like that.

I suppose people have noticed that I'm getting things more technical these days. Since, I'm still using my regular journal for the bulk of my life experience. I'm merely starting to post the polished cogent thoughts online.

That's a real difference. I hope you don't feel like you're missing out.

ps More Bot Talk to come. I've made a lot of progress with the web interface but since there's no interesting picture to post I'm keeping quiet. I will say however that I've decided to have it say interesting things while you drive it. I actually got side tracked a little while writing up odd things for it to mention. The top of my list had:

"Don't drink and drive me."
and
"Don't make me pull myself over."