Fraught with Doubt.
Shouldn't it be a happy time?
That's left to be found out.

So, I never thought coming 'home' to hear the loud vibrations
of the upstairs neighbor would actually make me feel better.
But in this case... it did.

Somewhat.

I had signed for, paid and gotten the keys for my new place
today. And I had high hopes.... but when I went over...

I heard things. ... Still unknown as to whether it
will be equal, better or worse than the environment I'm
leaving... but at least it isn't here.

Clearly, I'll keep my eyes open for a place 'Upstairs' which
was what I was really after.

Right now, I try to focus on the positive things.
As in more space anyway... although the neighborhood
might be a bit noisy...

It's strange to look back on all the moves.
The first time out of the dorms was exciting but a bit nervous.
From this vantage point that was the best place. It was
the quietest place I had ever lived in (apart from my childhood home)
I never knew till now. And now I saw the value of such a place.
The only real down side was that their management was poor.

After that place, finding the next place had a feeling of relief.
And now, for this move, there's a hesitancy but a hopefulness and
a careful scrutiny over every little thing.

...frankly, after living here. I have my doubts and my own
paranoia over noises.

It is left to be seen whether or not this move
will be the final answer.. or just another step in the right
direction.

Till then, I'll be a bit irritable over everything.