January 30, 2007 Tuesday 8:27 PM Poetic Thought


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Brief. Impressionist. Read the blog page it's on to figure out why it is.


Introspection

    Is fine with me.
Only guest can see
    This inner struggle
Which defines me

Viewers visit, comments listen
    but if it's mine
It's high time
    To take my thoughts back

No longer for others
    I should say
Thoughts should be minted
    my way

Thoughts suffer
  As my Aspiriation
Hovers
   Until I reclaim
My Reasoning.

And spend my time
   On my toils
those I seek
   from the story
of my life.


Trails of Text

Blazing Trails of text
  which form my life
recals a re-write
  by day and by night
Proceed as I go
  so deserving
of my know

Hence, ending before
Next day begining
  Text of my life
  in thro


Whom Never Comes

To Bleak
  to be out
waiting
  for someone
whom never comes
Cold gray old as liquid time
runs frozen
as I wait
for that someone
whom never comes


 Normal people date?

Apparently Not I
   inherently
Must be
   different
in primary
   extremely
of which I have no game?
Normal people date
I must be
abnormality


8:34 PM
Poems and Programs
I wrote notes on my note book after
having waited for someone to show up
today. They never did.
I tried not to let it get to me.
But I'm sure a bit of it managed it's
way past my mental deadlocks.
It louged itself as a splinter would
in the finger of my soul.
Wait... wasn't the poeming suppose to stop
like a paragraph ago?

I thought about the fact I spend some
much time in interpreted languages.
I though of the blueprint metaphor.
I thought about running a web app to write
my journal in locally. And finally doing
away with the simple text.
I'm putting in web realted content anyway.
May as well make the transtion.
And now that I have a job that has me
looking at code for hours. I just might
finally transition.
I've shunned the web app idea but I realized
it was prob. going to be a good place.
Especial to orgainzie it all. Local and
external links can be put side by side.
So it's the best way to keep the data
in order to repair after some future massive
failure.