January 26, 2007 Friday Mov:Just an Announcement


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I announce the fact I do shows on Friday now.

Filming Fridays!


Hunt Pants? Whoa.
Hunting Pants Web Commerical
Bizare. Truely bizare.

7:00 PM
The activities of the week have purely drained me.
I am tired of it all. And now I have my answer to teh
question, "What is my week like with the addition of work?"
I have already seen the benefits of such a thing. Though I
admit I have seen the trials as well. And I with all my
weightly and ethearl ideals am still stuck in the muck of a mess
that is this world.
Why do I push forward? And still am destined to fall back?
Why do I put myself through the grinder when things would just
be so much easier if I stuck to the academic work?
I would have enough time wouldn't I?
I coudl think again, right?
I could think those thoughs unbrideled.
And sleep a restful sleep.
When I wanted it, and not when it was direly needed.

....
Now I have to ask what really works? Will I simply get used
to the load? Or will I fold?

I'm tired. But when I laid to rest... I could not fall asleep.
No delta waves for me I suppose. Nor even REM.

...
So I get back up. Lights not on to keep the dark.
A place where the world does not intrude.
And parts of me, those little aspects that tinge at
the thought of re-entering that 'world' again. Those parts
speak but with soft murmers. As I tend to let that 'social' place
go. 

The fortrass of my blankets still can not keep out the incessant
world forever. 

And so I re-awake into this place.... but perhaps not quite yet.

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10:19 PM
It's been a long hard day. And a long night of rest will be lovely.
But I find quiet typing to be soothing too.
Sort of nice. You know I already realize the improvement in my
computer skills from 11 hours of work. I can really manage the
programs now. I think the experience so far has been good for me.
And with luck it will incrase my marginal propinsety to code stuff.
Which is a very very good thing.