July 24, 2006 Monday 6:49 PM The Lucid Dream M: Music Thorn

The Music Thorn

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It hurts to think that all the music I'm inspired by is not usable in
the movies that the music inspires me to do in the first place.
It's like a major pain in my side especially when I see everyone else
just going right ahead and using whatever music anyway.


I don't believe I've had a Lucid Dream of That caliber ...ever.
It was like closing my eyes and opening them to a star skyscape above
ground and suddenly knowing it's a dream. And then deciding everything.

At first it was trying to be played out as a regular dream but
I took full control. Sometimes I have half control but I had full
control this time and I enjoyed myself thoroughly.
I would bolt upwards through the open air of a galleria like complex
with glass structure ceiling. And at one point I burst through the
ceiling and up into the streets of a place closer to home or
like city walk. Or a miss mash of places I had once been.
I realized I could jump anywhere I cared to.
Another moment I slammed through the ground and wound up in the
blue green sea with a vicious great white swimming right near me.
I managed to power out of there before I could feel the swift jaws
dig into me.
And so forth. 

The final moment was a female character I did not recognize from
anywhere insisting that I wake up.

And the next thing I knew I was seeing whiteness and being groggy.
And then opening my eyes to lay there thinking about what had just
happened.

In 5 min retrospect it feels eerie that I was in a whole different place
with only my rules just a few moments ago. 

...whoa. It was just I not ever recall having 'that' much control.
I think if I had that much every-night for a spell I could put the
visualizing powers to good use. 

The whole dream was distinctly soundless but I did have touch.

6:55 PM
Perhaps dying is like that. Like turning off main outside world
and allowing the frontal cortexes to still do their scenario planing
so that I may enjoy my last moments of condensed 'reality' 

...
I know earlier today while I sat out in front of the
library and ate my sandwitch I was thinking heavily.
About what to do with my life.
And I realized I should add a new objective.
I wrote it down in a seperate note. ...